An ode

Your presence ripples the air around me
At times, I feel that you are calling me.
Somewhere your love encompasses me,
May be not in this time, may be not right now.
But somewhere you do care for me.
Distance may severe your connection with me,
The world may dictate your actions regarding me,
But at sometime you will come to me.
With the faith in your heart, and trust in your eyes,
sometime you will reach for me.
Dreams about you shadow my existence.
At times it pains, at times it makes me smile.
How should I decipher your actions.
Daily my mind and heart wage a war,
Believe me, when I say I can't go alone so far.
I need you to solidify my belief.
I need you to give me relief.